Sleep Paralysis

Update (2009/9/8)

Well, I haven’t update my blog for month, because of lack of ideas and time.

In this week, I suffered some memory loss. I forgot Python and other programming languages. Password for Facebook and some sites. I also got false memories about car incidents. It seems it started when I was taking a nap, and a sleep paralysis occurred, I saw aliens brainwashing me.

I’m losing interest at Pokémon video games. I got bored of playing SoulSilver. Therefore, I’m following a fad of making graphic and web design sites. I’m going to call it SHiNKiROU, or 蜃気楼. I will code it in Ruby on Rails and 5% PHP. My new site, SHiNKiROU, will have content about HTML 5, Processing.js, Web design and programming. However, I can’t continue on SHiNKiROU because of my memory loss. I believe I can regain my memory from the sleep paralysis.

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Thursday, October 8th, 2009 General Comments Off

3 Seconds of Nightmare

I woke up early in about 5AM, then I tried to go back to sleep. In the bed, I suddenly experienced a flash and my body got paralysed, I tried to move, and it was impossible. It’s even impossible to open my eyes! However, the paralysis end in less than 1 minute.

I experienced that type of paralysis for several times. I suppressed some of them by forcing me to move quickly during the flash.

In about 6:55, I experienced something different. I suddenly get paralysed, and I hear screaming sound. With images of buildings at earthquake and the sensation of falling down. I also feel the sensation of shaking in both the image and my body. That paralysis lasted for about 3 seconds (I don’t know if my sense of time work during the paralysis). That paralysis feels like a short nightmare, except the dream-like full-vision and realistic images, and I’m also conscious during the “nightmare”. (see also http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sleep_paralysis#Symptoms_and_characteristics, it explained everything experienced)

After that paralysis, I got frightened and turned on the light and window, because the darkness of the room resembles the darkness of the nightmare. I also stopped sleeping after that.

I experienced many sleep paralysis before, and most of them are only immobility. It’s worse that I get paralysed in a position inside the blankets where I can’t breathe. I also had the sensations of dying some times.

Did that happened to you? Did sleep paralysis happen to you? It will happen some time in your life.

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Saturday, September 5th, 2009 General Comments Off